Archive for August, 2008



Saturday, August 23rd, 2008
Friday-ish Flash – Culloden Moor

Friday Flash

I’m in deadline hell for a non-fiction I have to finish, so this week I give you an excerpt from Raven’s White Hart. This story has been sitting in submissions for a while so I’m not sure where it will go but it’s done – just have to find a publisher :)

(Archives are on the website, if you want to read the offerings of past weeks)

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Culloden Moor
(c) 2008 by Maura Anderson

One more deep breath while she drew her shields tightly to her, then she pushed open the glass doors and walked out onto Culloden Battlefield.

Once outside, she took a moment to look around – a small thatched cottage stood nearby and a walkway led off into the distance behind it. She walked past the cottage and to the gate beyond it, where a sign indicated the start of the battlefield walk.

Sorrow – overwhelming sadness overlaid with fear and pain. Each step brought a new barrage of emotions to her. She straightened her spine and tried to let the influx pass over and around her. She knew what they were – impressions of the past, echoes of the immense energy expended and extinguished in this place. Echoes of the dead.

Her hands clenched into fists so tight her nails bit into her palms. But she forced herself forward, following several other people through the gate and out onto the battlefield proper.

The people ahead of her chattered to each other, but it barely registered. Her entire concentration was focused on her chosen goal – the completion of a single circuit of the battlefield. Just once around at a fast walk and she could consider herself the victor and leave.

Step by trembling step, the moor long considered the site of the culmination and defeat of the Scottish civil war enveloped her. Her steps grew more unsteady by the second. Her shields wavered and strained, taking all her available energy to just remain intact, no matter how thin.

Anguish.

Pain.

Sorrow.

Sadness.

Hopelessness.

The enormous power of lingering emotions hit her with the force of a gale. Over a thousand people fought and died here and even their graves were later disregarded and mistreated. No peace existed for them. Every one of their voices cried out to her and clamored to be heard. Each voice demanded solace, begged for ease.

The distinctive smell of gunpowder grew with each step. The coppery tang of blood became an underlying odor, never fully masked. The voices grew louder and louder, now mixed with the sobs and wails of women.

In the farthest corner of the battlefield she finally buckled under the unceasing onslaught of the emotional barrage. In agony, she fell to her knees. In a move of desperation, she grasped a large purple thistle she could barely see. Maybe the physical pain of the thorns and the symbolism of the plant itself would somehow help her. She panted and struggled to retain her own identity, to keep her own feelings separate from those of the slaughtered Scotsmen.

Distantly, she felt someone come up behind her. She turned her head weakly and saw Kieran, the man from the weapons exhibit.

Green eyes looked into her own for a moment then he reached out and plucked her up from the ground. Seemingly without effort, he carried her quickly around the rest of the circular walkway and back toward the visitor center.

The instant he touched her, the voices of the dead faded back to a whisper. Tears filled her eyes at the incredible sense of relief.

Kieran held her closer and began to speak quietly to her. He spoke of his home and his family, nothing of importance really, but the sound of his voice permeated her. It was like having her father use his voice Talent to soothe her.

Calm began to seep back into her.

Somehow he managed to open the door back of the visitor center with her still in his arms, maneuvered her in and carried her back toward the office area. A nod toward the volunteers and he continued on into one of the offices then kicked the door shut behind him.

He set Aislynn gently down on one of the large guest chairs then took a bottle of water from the desk. Twisting the cap off, he handed the bottle to her, careful to steady her shaky grasp.

Suddenly aware of her terrible thirst, she drank down half the water in a few quick swallows. She opened her other hand and dropped the mangled thistle to the floor, hissing at the pain. Embarrassed by her own stubborn stupidity, she snuck a glance at the handsome man across from her.

He chuckled. “If I am not mistaken, you have some psychic talents, aye?” he asked in that compelling voice. “I could feel your discomfort during my talk but thought you’d only come to see my brother’s work. I had no idea you were so foolish as to walk around on Culloden Moor.”

Sunday, August 17th, 2008
More Kitten Pics

One more set of pictures of the kittens that inspired “Cat Toy”. I know, I’m sappy but I adore them. Just glad it’s not my job to herd them.

Here’s Rusty:
Rusty

And here’s Ocean:
Ocean

They look SO innocent.

Sunday, August 17th, 2008
Shrinking Author Check-In

As some of you may know, I have taken inspiration from my Soldier son and am now determined to work at losing weight and get in shape so I can take a run with him when he gets back after his deployment.

I’m a control freak and this gives me something to focus on that I have SOME control over and he’s a true inspiration to me.

Toward that end, I have consulted with my doctors and am now on a low-carb diet (I’m doing Protein Power) and have joined a gym. I’ll be starting at the gym no later than the first week of September when son #2 goes back to school, but hopefully sooner.

I officially started one week ago – on 8/10. My goal is to get down to 140 lbs and I’d love to do it by January 2010. But those are arbitrary goals set by me that may be refined over time.

This week was hard because one of my cats has been hospitalized. The first fears were hyper-thyroidism or diabetes, then when those were disproven it was a fear of cancer or lymphoma. It seems that he actually has an nasty, probably chronic, pancreatic infection. He went on IV antibiotics on Thursday and we’re really hoping he responds well to them. He’ll still end up on a long regime of antibiotics but he might make it through. At least it’s not the death sentence lymphoma is.

So it’s been stressful. Stressful at work as well with the addition of daycare closing for a while and needing to take time off work to “work at home” with my youngest’s help. I can tend to snack and nibble under stress but I managed to resist this week. Barely. I had to run away from my admin’s apple fritter – the carb cravings sucked and I really wanted it, lol.

It’s been really hot here and I’ve been short on water a few days. I swell up when that happens and I know it. Sigh.

We did have a picnic with Mr Maura’s company yesterday and I stayed away from the desserts and fruits but they had a good local bbq company catering so I had a whole plate of chicken and ribs. I did go light on the BBQ sauce though – it was a sweet one.

So, all in all, not a bad week…..

I’ve added a small ticker to my sidebar so anyone interested, if anyone is interested, can see how it’s going between updates.

Start: 252
Today: 248.5
Net: (3.5)
ToGo: 108.5


Sunday, August 17th, 2008
Flash Fiction Poll

I’ve closed the poll on how to organize my Friday Flash archive. It seems that most people (that voted) want to have it in reverse chronological order.

So it shall be – but it will take me a little while to get it implemented, so be patient!

Saturday, August 16th, 2008
Cat Toy Inspiration

Here’s a picture of the two kittens that inspired the Cat Toy story. Don’t let the sweet look deceive you :)

So cute!

They are hilarious to watch and Ocean (the seal point) really did chase the yardstick in circles until he fell over.